Throwback #1

I was trying to clear some unwanted files in my computer yesterday and end up looking through all the old pictures that i saved in my computer. Feel so nostalgia just by browsing through all the old photos so i decided to do some throwback posts here, lol!

Throwback #1- My convent girls :)

These 4 girls are my BEST friends during secondary school. How i miss the time we  skipped our lessons and meet at the secret place (apparently it's some classroom that nobody used all the time). We did so many stupid things together and always try to sneak out of the school. I still remember the day we went to the mall near our school before our lesson and nearly can't come back to school due to the super heavy rain. Fyi, our school always flood whenever there's rain. And the rain on that day is no joke, the cab stopped at somewhere near the school and we have to walk under the rain. AND I FELL INTO A BIG LONGKANG just in front of the school gate, wth! 

Took these photos on the last week of our school and the last photo is so hilarious coz yx fell down for god's sake dunno what reason! We laughed so hard at her and nobody actually want to help her up HAHAHAHA wth XD

On a side note, maybe i can label this post as 'whatpubertydidtous'? Haha! 

#3 Doubt

We assume others show love the same way we do - and if they don’t, we worry it’s not there.

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Pasta for dinner

Just another lazy night with this kind of simple dinner, lol! Pasta is always one of my favorite food! Been cooking quite often since I came here. And I guess the toppings for my pasta is ALWAYS the same..mushroom and sausage (or bacon, sometimes!) Speaking of pasta, I miss Peperoni's aglio olio so much, oh squid ink and vongole as well!! *forever hungry*

#2 Drift away

I didn't intentionally do it but it just kinda happened. I lost communication with certain friends, and I became more independent. I’m just trying to look out for myself now. Trying to not get attached to certain people because it might hurt me in the future. Sure life’s about taking risks but there’s also a point in life where you get tired of getting hurt. Tired of trying. Just tired of everything. I’m just trying to live life happily.

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心在跳

你微笑 不代表你想擁抱 你的擁抱 不代表一切美好

如果說夢想是一個氣泡 至少我能夠 觸摸得到

我眼睛看不見你的需要 你的耳朵 聽不到我的祈禱

如果說天氣都難以預告 愛情的痕跡 往哪裡找

我要對你多好 你要愛我多少

有甚麼重要 也許答案得走過天涯海角 最後才知道

聽得見你心在跳 最重要

心在跳-金池

The beauty of art

Go into the arts. I’m not kidding. The arts are not a way to make a living. They are a very human way of making life more bearable. Practicing an art, no matter how well or badly, is a way to make your soul grow , for heaven’s sake. Sing in the shower. Dance to the radio. Tell stories. Write a poem to a friend, even a lousy poem. Do it as well as you possibly can. You will get an enormous reward. You will have created something. 

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I remember there was once I wished that I can't draw during secondary school time. I draw all the time. I don't know why, I just can't stop drawing. I keep drawing and drawing and neglect my school works eventually. My drawings were all over the places, on my textbooks,notebooks and even exam paper.  I think this explain why my mum was so angry and don't allow me to draw anymore. She actually threw away my drawings into the dustbin in front of me. Well, I took them back after she left, lol! I guess I put drawing as my  main priority that time and my academic results were so bad. I once regretted that I have this talent and I wish i can replace it with something else like a good memory that can help me in studying. I AM SO GLAD that my prayer didn't get answered last time, phew! Thinking back the thought that i had last time, it actually scared me, how can i make such a stupid wish. Although i don't draw so much like I did last time, but i still love drawing very much.  I guess the reason why I don't draw so often is just because of my laziness, lol!

#1 Afraid to love

Through the years you learn so much. You learn nothing lasts forever, and to appreciate people as often as possible because they could be gone in a second. You learn that sometimes it takes a few heart breaks to be happy. You realize that losing someone isn't the end of the world although the pain in your chest says other wise. And you learn that sometimes those movies where the girl has to watch the man she loves live his life happily without her are parts of reality.

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